Oh Heeeyyyyy. Sorry to my five six readers for not posting for four days.
The lovely BF was in town, and somehow I feel like writing posts when he traveled 800 miles to see me would just come off as rude...
I want to post pics of my weekend but let's start with the running portion first.
Do you feel like you haven't run to the best of your ability because of something going on in your head?
I didn't used to think so. But this morning, I started to be a believer.
I've been doing treadmill tempo workouts lately because since the marathon, I haven't been capable of running decently on the track. Last time I went to the track, I ran a 7:02 mile, got frustrated, and ran home. I don't own a Garmin, so the 'mill is my only good alternative.
This morning, I did my little treadmill "game o death" (as detailed a couple posts ago) and stayed on for 6 miles at .5 incline. Mile 1 was 7:24 and Mile 6 was 6:58. The middle miles were gradually faster. I was pretty happy with this. It was pretty darn close to my 10k PR with only the feeling of 85% effort. In fact, my treadmill performance has been so different from my track performance lately, it led me to question whether my usual treadmill was just wrong. Fortunately, I hopped to treadmill #3 at the gym and it felt the same. Phew.
So what gives?
Is the treadmill easier? Sure, .5 incline should be simulating a pretty easy race course, but the difference shouldn't be so drastic.
I came to the conclusion that I'm crazy. Or that there's something mentally going on. This led me to this awesome article Why I Sucked In College earlier posted by WashingtonRanHere.
While the whole article is amazing great advice, the points that most spoke to me were to Run By Feel and To Believe in Yourself.
"A lot of people work hard, put in the work, but feel like they are not ready to reach the next level or are not sure they can reach it. Well racing is a hugely mental thing. And if there is any doubt in your mind as to how you're going to do, when it starts to hurt, you'll start questioning yourself and that will be it."
Is it belief in myself that I'm lacking? Or just the lack of drive to push myself when an apparatus isn't forcing me to do so on penalty of falling off the moving belt?
I'm honestly not sure...maybe both treadmills in the gym are broken/slow (god I hope not) but I'd love to hear about any similar issues with motivation or confidence you've had.
I'm honestly not sure...maybe both treadmills in the gym are broken/slow (god I hope not) but I'd love to hear about any similar issues with motivation or confidence you've had.
THIS CONCLUDES THE SERIOUS PART OF THIS POST....
This weekend, I went to a hippie electronica festival, Lightning In A Bottle..no no...I'm not the hippie you are
This weekend, I went to a hippie electronica festival, Lightning In A Bottle..no no...I'm not the hippie you are
thinking, but my boyfriend is one in a consultant's body so he wanted to go get down like Woodstock.
Lightning In A Bottle Stage |
Here are the rules:
Trunk being searched. #2...Make the experience educational. |
#1) No smuggling extra hippies in your trunk...
Hippies Expanding Their Knowledge... |
#3) Dress the Part
I was so cold, I bought my own festival pants...you can't see them too well in the pic, but they are blue and purple horizontally striped. Don't be jealous of my style.
The next day, we spent some time at the Newport Beach Pier...
It was a pretty freaking beautiful Memorial Day...
It was windy...I am still wearing the Boston Jacket.
Why spend money on new clothes when you can wear the exact same thing every day?
I thought you'd agree.